BACK LIKE I NEVER LEFT....

GOT SOME STUFF TO DO TODAY...MAYBE RECORDING A NEW SONG...WHO KNOWS??

ANYWAYS....A WEEK HAS PASSED, HAIRLINE GETTING A LIL FUZZY, SO IM GETTING FRESHED UP AS USUAL AT MY SPOT, SHEAR STYLE, BY G OF COURSE!! (SHOUTOUT TO THE BOY ROO)

THINKING ABOUT WHETHER I SHOULD GET THE IPOD TOUCH OR THE CLASSIC...(I THINK IMMA GET THE TOUCH)

AMONGST OTHER THINGS, THE LAPTOP IS BACK IN ORDER, AND AS YOU CAN SEE IM BACK LIKE I NEVER LEFT...IVE BEEN WORKING ON MY ALBUM "HISTORY" IN THE MEAN TIME AND TIGHTENING UP SOME LOOSE ENDS WITH THAT....ALSO IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR A MIXTAPE DJ AND I THINK I'VE FOUND ONE....

SHOUTOUT TO MY NIGGA MARTIN, A.K.A M-EXTRA MONEY, THATS MOVING TO CALI....

WHEN HE LEAVES, AKRON, OHIO WILL HAVE LOST ABOUT 40% OF ITS REALNESS....,THEN YOU GOT ME, SPHINX, JAY AND HEEZ, AND WHEN I LEAVE FOR N.Y. THE STATE MAY VANISH.

JUST LIKE MY NIGGA JAY SAID THOUGH..."IT SUCKS THAT HE HAS TO LEAVE, BUT NIGGAZ HAVE TO MOVE ON AND MAKE SOMETHING OF THEMSELVES."

I THINK THE SAME WAY ABOUT MY LIFE....IT SUCKS THAT I HAVE TO LEAVE....WELL NOT REALLY, BUT JAY WILL HAVE NEW YORK AND CALI TO VISIT WHENEVER HE WANNA SEE SOME OUTTA TOWN BROADS!!! SO THATS THE GOOD PART!!!

ANYWAYS...IM BOUT TO MAKE MOVES, IN BETWEEN TIME...BE ON THE LOOKOUT FOR SOME NEW MUSIC BY YOURS TRULY.

THATS WHAT IM DOING HERE ANYWAYS...RIGHT???


PS: TO EVERYBODY AND ANYBODY WHO HAS EVER OPENED A DOOR TO THEIR PAST...

KEEP YOUR HAND ON THE DOORKNOB AND KEEP IT HALFWAY OPEN...

REAL TALK....YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT MAY COME OUT OF IT.

(shoutout to crazy baby dads everywhere, this ones for you waitin' up, and your girl and me at applebees)

HISTORY. & PURSUIT OF HAPPYNESS.

THIS IS THE NEW ALBUM TITLE.....IT WAS ORIGINALLY, HISTORY IN THE MAKING, BUT A FEW OTHER RAPPERS CAME OUT WITH THAT AND LAMED IT UP FOR ME, SO I HAD TO COME OUT WITH A DIFFERENT VERSION OF IT......

ITS FUNNY THOUGH, BECAUSE TODAY I MENTIONED THAT TO A FEW PEOPLE AND THEY TOLD ME I WAS CRAZY FOR THINKING THAT I COULD NAME IT THAT BECAUSE SOMEONE ELSE LEGENDARY HAD THAT TITLE ABOUT 10 YEARS OR SO BACK IN THE GAME.....WITH ALL DUE RESPECT TO THAT PERSON, IM STILL MAKING HISTORY REGARDLESS.

WHILE I'M ON THE TOPIC....LEMME ADDRESS A FEW THINGS.

IN LIFE, YOU WILL HAVE HATERS...BUT YOU NEED THEM LIKE WE NEED TREES FOR OXYGEN.

YOU NEED SOMEONE WHO LOVES YOU AND SOMEONE WHO HATES YOU...ITS LIKE HAVING AN ANGEL AND THE DEVIL AROUND YOU....

THE ANGEL IS GOING TO INSPIRE YOU TO DO BETTER, AND PUSH YOU TO THAT NEXT LEVEL.....

THE DEVIL IS GOING TO DELIVER UNSUPPORTIVE, AND VERY SHALLOW AND WEAK COMMENTARY BASED ON THEIR LIFE AND THEIR DEALINGS WITH THEIR LIFE....

I WATCHED THE PURSUIT OF HAPPYNESS LAST NIGHT, AND CHRIS GARDNER REMINDED ME OF MYSELF....

CARRYING AROUND SOMETHING YOU CAN SELL, BUT NOONE SEES THE VALUE OF....BUT YOU.

WALKING BY MYSELF, NOONE SUPPORTING ME....NOONE BEHIND ME BUT PEOPLE WHO LEFT ME.

SURVIVING BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY AND BEING KICKED WHEN I WAS DOWN BY PEOPLE WHO I DIDN'T EXPECT TO DO IT......

AND FINALLY AGAINST ALL ODDS, RISING TO THE TOP BY UNORTHODOX METHOD...WHILE EVERYONE ELSE DOES THE SAME THING AND GETS NOWHERE.

AND THERE WAS ALSO A PART WHERE WILL SMITH LOOKED AT HIS SON AND TOLD HIM TO NEVER LET ANYONE TELL YOU WHAT YOU CAN'T DO....BECAUSE PEOPLE WILL SAY THINGS LIKE THAT TO YOU, BECAUSE OF WHAT THEY CAN'T DO.

THEN I THOUGHT....DAMN....I HAVE HAD PEOPLE DO THAT TO ME.

YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE HOW MANY PEOPLE THOUGHT ME MOVING TO N.Y. WAS STUPID.....

AND THEY GAVE REASONS....

ALL I HEARD WAS...

"THE COST OF LIVING IS TOO HIGH..YOU'RE GONNA BE BROKE."

OR THE EVER POPULAR...."BUT WHAT ABOUT OHIO???"

NIGGA....WHAT ABOUT IT????

WHY WOULD SOMEONE BETTERING THEMSELVES AND THEIR POSITION BE STUPID??

ITS NOT. BUT BECAUSE YOU CAN'T....THAT DOESN'T MEAN I CAN'T.


I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT TO DO IF I PUT MY MIND TO IT......

I HAVE BEFORE....AND AFTER DISPELLING MY FAITH IN MYSELF...YOU HAVE LEFT ME FOR DEAD, LAUGHED AND RIDICULED ME, HATED ME, EVEN SABOTAGED ME, AND THEN WATCHED ME ACCOMPLISH WHAT IS INCONCIEVABLE.......

AND NOW HE WANTS TO MAKE HISTORY.


(SIDE BAR: THE DAY I GET SIGNED, IS THE DAY MY NUMBER CHANGES. I THOUGHT SOME PEOPLE WOULD BE IN THE OFFICE THE DAY IT HAPPENED...AND NOW...NOT SO MUCH.)

AND SO NOW NON-BELIEVER, YOU WILL WATCH ME.


GOOD EVENING LADIES AND GENTLEMEN.....

HISTORY IS NOW BEING MADE.