THANKS TO MUSIC./PAIN.

SINCE MY LAPTOP IS BEING SERVICED BY HP RIGHT NOW (horrible customer service by the way) I'M COMING TO YOU LIVE FROM AN UNDISCLOSED LOCATION, I MISS YA'LL AND I WANTED TO GIVE YOU AN UPDATE.....THINGS HAVE BEEN REALLY FUNNY LATELY. MUSIC IS GOOD AS ALWAYS,MONEY IS COMING IN, AND GETTING BETTER...BUT DAMN, HAVE I HAD ALOT OF OPEN AND CLOSE THINGS HAPPENING. I WON'T GET TOO MUCH INTO IT, BECAUSE I KNOW THE MEDIA IS WATCHING BUT I WILL SAY THIS...WHEN ITS TIME TO TAKE OUT THE TRASH, ITS TIME TO TAKE OUT THE TRASH. THATS IT.
AM I MAD?? NO..THERE WERE PEOPLE WHO I DECIDED DIDN'T NEED TO BE WHERE THEY WERE ANYMORE, THEY DIDN'T DESERVE THAT MUCH OF MY LIFE, AND NOW I'M RELIEVED....ME AND THE GUY THAT HAD ME WITH MY MOM HAVE PRETTY MUCH CALLED IT QUITS AND THATS HOW IT IS, THE WAY I SEE IT, IF YOU NEVER CARED ABOUT ME,..THEN SIMPLY, YOU HAVE MADE ME INTO WHAT I AM TODAY, A PERSON WHO IS STRONGER THAN YOU LEFT HIM, EXTREMELY STRONGER....YOU MAY HEAR MORE ABOUT THAT IN MY MUSIC, I DON'T KNOW IF I WANT TO WASTE ALBUM TIME EVEN TALKING ABOUT IT,...I MAY GET AROUND TO ADDRESSING THE SITUATIONS THAT INVOLVE THE REASON WHY I HAVE NO EMOTIONAL BUTTON OR TRIGGER AND I'M HALFWAY ICE COLD IN SOME WAYS. YET, I LOVE EVERYONE STILL....LOOKING IN THE MIRROR, I'M IN MY PRIME, I'M YOUNG, SMART, AND DOING GREAT IN MY PARTICULAR FIELD...I THINK AT 25, I'M NOT TOO BAD...STILL WORKING ON GETTING A DEAL, BUT WE ALL SEE HOW MUCH IM COMING ALONG IN THAT, THANKS TO THE PAIN, IM ABLE TO FOCUS MY ENERGY IN PLACES I THOUGHT I COULD NEVER COME HIGHER THAN...WITH NO DAD, AND MY MOM DOING ALL SHE CAN TO HELP ME SURVIVE, I TURNED OUT TO BE A GOOD MAN, AND I'M NOT TOO SORRY ABOUT ANYTHING I HAVE DONE, OR ACCOMPLISHED AS A MAN....IVE NEVER TURNED MY BACK ON MY FAMILY, AND NEVER TURNED MY BACK ON MY REAL FRIENDS, SO I THINK I'M PRETTY SOLID WHEN IT COMES TO PERSONAL REGARD. I'M 25, NO KIDS, A MULTI-TALENTED ARTIST, AND I HAVE MORE LOVE IN MY HEART THAN I WAS EVER GIVEN AS A CHILD. THANK GOD FOR MY MOM BY THE WAY WHO MADE SURE I ATE AND KEPT A ROOF OVER MY HEAD..WITHOUT HER, I WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN ABLE TO MAKE IT. IT JUST COMES TO MY MIND WHEN I SEE THAT IVE BEEN ABANDONED MY WHOLE LIFE..THAT I NEVER NEEDED THE PEOPLE WHO LEFT ME...ITS MADE ME STRONGER...AND GAVE ME ALOT OF KNOW HOW ON FEELINGS AND HOW TO TAKE THINGS. AND ITS ALSO TAUGHT ME TO BE A BETTER MAN, AND FATHER..(IF EVER THAT TIME COMES).

BUT THEN WHAT ABOUT MUSIC??

WELL...THANKS TO MUSIC, AND GOD OF COURSE....I HAVENT TAKEN THE ROUTES TAKEN BY MOST YOUNG GUYS WHO GREW UP LIKE ME...THANKS TO MUSIC, I AM WHO I AM...AND I WILL BE EVEN MORE SUCCESSFUL. I'M TALENTED REGARDLESS OF HOW YOU TREAT ME, OR HATE ME, OR TRY AND DECIEVE ME AND GET OVER ON ME...I'M THE BEST AT WHAT I DO, AND YOU CAN'T TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME...I MADE THAT.

THIS JOURNEY HAS BEEN PAINFUL....BUT THE BRIGHTSIDE IS THIS....

YOU CAN LEAVE ME, DUMP ME, HATE ME, TALK BAD ABOUT ME, AND DO ALL YOU WANT......I DON'T NEED YOU.

I KNOW IT MAY SOUND HARSH AND COLD, BUT CONSIDER THIS......

IF SOMEBODY DID THAT TO ME WHEN I WAS BARELY 1 YEARS OLD.....LOL, I THINK I CAN TAKE IT WHEN YOU DO. THANKS TO THE PAIN.


GOOD EVENING LADIES AND GENTLEMEN.


AND BY THE WAY...MEN OUT THERE.

TAKE CARE OF WHAT YOU HAVE, AND RAISE IT RIGHT!!! BE A FATHER TO YOUR SON!!!

NEVER TURN YOUR BACK ON WHAT YOU MADE.

REAL MEN NEVER DO THAT.