MOM IS FINE./MORE HUMBLE,LESS SENSITIVE.

MY MOMMA IS MY EVERYTHING....BACK WHEN WHATS HIS NAME LEFT ME FOR DEAD...SHE WAS MY ROCK AND CARRIED ME THROUGH EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING...AND THEN WE BECAME A TEAM, RAISING MY LIL BROTHERS, AND LIVING IN THE BEST, WORSE, AND MIDDLE OF THE LINE CONDITIONS AND STILL NEVER GOING TO SLEEP HUNGRY OR COLD. WELL, GOD DECIDED TO TEST US, AND SHE WAS IN THE HOSPITAL GOING THROUGH SOMETHINGS THIS PAST 3 DAYS...AND ABOUT 45 MIN AGO, THE DOCTOR COMES OUT....STRAIGHT LOOK ON HIS FACE, AND WHEN HE TURNS THE CORNER..HE SAYS THAT MY MOM IS DOING GREAT AND THAT THE SURGERY WENT WELL, SHE IS GOING TO BE OKAY, AND WHEN HE SAID THAT, MY HEART BEAT SLOWED DOWN...I SMILED, AND I LOOKED TO GOD ABOVE AND THANKED HIM...BECAUSE HE HAS BEEN TRYING TO SHOW ME THINGS THIS YEAR SO FAR....EVEN THOUGH HE IS ABOUT TO GIVE ME A BIG BLESSING SOON IN MY CAREER, HE IS SHOWING ME TO BE MORE THANKFUL, HUMBLE AND LESS SENSITIVE,BECAUSE EVERYTHING I HAVE CAN BE TAKEN AWAY SO QUICKLY AND WHEN IT ALL FALLS DOWN, I NEED TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS. SO...I DID. I NEEDED AM,AND SHE CAME FAST, WITH MY SECOND MOTHER RIGHT BESIDE HER..AND THEY GAVE ME MORE LOVE THAN ANYTHING, AND I TRULY BELIEVE GOD SENT THEM AS A BLESSING AND AS ANGELS TO WATCH OVER ME...IN THE PAST 5 MONTHS, IVE SEEN SOME HARD, CRAZY THINGS,....THINGS I CAN'T CONTROL NOR EXPLAIN....BUT I WILL SAY THIS...I WILL NEVER LET THESE THINGS BOTHER ME EVER AGAIN. MY MOM WAS ON A BED, SHE WAS WEAK, AND THERE WAS A MAN TELLING ME THAT SHE FACED DEATH....AND I SAW MY WORLD CRASH DOWN BEFORE ME....NONE OF THIS MATTERED TO ME...THIS IS ALL SECONDARY TO MY MOTHER AND MY TRUE FAMILY....I HAD TO MAKE A DECISION THAT CHANGED EVERYTHING, AND I HAD TO DO IT WITHOUT CARING ABOUT WHAT OTHERS MAY THINK OR SAY, I HAD TO SAVE MY MOMMA. I AM NOT WORRIED ABOUT WHAT OTHERS SAY ANYMORE....I THINK IVE BEEN WORRIED WAYYY TOO LONG, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE, I WAS SO COMFORTABLE WITH EVERYTHING I WAS GIVEN...THAT I NEVER IMAGINED IN A MILLION YEARS THAT I WOULD BE IN THAT POSITION...SO NOW...YOU WILL SEE A MORE HUMBLE,LESS SENSITIVE AND MOTIVATED ME...ONE THAT YOU HAVE NEVER SEEN BEFORE. I HAVE BEEN STRIPPED OF EVERYTHING I HAVE IN LESS THAN A SECOND AND IN THAT VERY SAME INSTANCE, GIVEN IT ALL BACK. GOD,I UNDERSTAND. IM LISTENING. TONYA IS FROM YOU, AMBER IS FROM YOU,SO IS DEBRA. THANK YOU VERY MUCH, YOU HAVE GIVEN ME MY MOMMY BACK.