THINK BIG./BACK FROM VACATION.

So, im still hard at work, sorry for the delay....but as you can see, its coming....be patient.

I may throw teasers out there for you to hear that im serious. DEAD SERIOUS.

Coming to you live from EA's living room, watching Runs House on the 52 inch flat and texting while writing a new classic and deciding on my next move with L AND H, I have come to finally be able to put behind me the worry that ive had for the past few months, I hate my 9-5 and its really starting to piss me off, so im seeking further advancement (you like that?? rappers DO have vocabulary) and thats coming along, as well as my real job which is Hip-Hop, and I'm seeing Angela Simmons move along like a young me, well, I am a young me...so I guess a younger me, and I go.....damn!!! There was a time a few years back where if I wanted something I would take my dime and come back with 100 bucks!!! (IVE DONE IT. ASK ME HOW.) BUT NOW, NOT SO MUCH. I feel like ive gotten a bit comfy in being one of the people that you know that knows everybody and can use his juice to get further....I feel in some ways juiceless, like i'm tired of pushing the "Sedric/Celsius" button, I need some invisible encouragement...lol, naw but seriously...I even havent typed on on this site in a while because of music, love, and a schedule that isn't exactly what I would say humanly possible, its CELSIUS possible, and thats something in its self. Then you got what imma call the "man" always tryna oppress your boy....its what a mild mannered black man has to deal with in corporate retail everyday...any type of obstacle they can throw a positive young black successful individual, THEY WILL. Its cool, i can eat that...im hungry for hatred and starving for love. (you like that?) And so the pastor says this morning about whatever you may be going through....be happy that you passed a cemetary this morning and a hospital...and you werent in eiether...and i thought, man...this guy hits me with one every sunday!! THAT IS VERY TRUE!! So as im sitting next to someone whos supported me no questions asked and loves me unconditonally...and simultaneously looking down at someone whos tried to pull me down, I think...As long as i'm not in one of those, including jail...i'm good, i have two legs, two arms, a beating heart, a voice to speak with and a talent that noone can kill....MOTIVATION HAS RETURNED!!

LOVE AND HATRED IS IN SO MANY WORDS....MINDBLOWING.

HISTORY IS ....WELL, BEING MADE NOW.

AND MY BRAND REAL RAPPER IS HOUSING BOTH.

WHO IS MY BOSS THERE?? NOONE TO EMAIL, NOONE TO ANSWER TO.

IM THE BOSS.

AFTER WALKING AROUND ON MY B-DAY IN N.Y. ALONE.....

I REALIZED WHAT I KNOW NOW.

I WAS TOO COMFORTABLE.

I WAS BECOMING A SMALL MINDED PERSON....SORRY IF YOU TAKE OFFENSE. LOL

BUT SERIOUSLY.

SOME OF THESE NIGGAZ HERE ARE TOO COMFY WITH STEAK AND EGGS.

THEY COP CARS THEY CAN'T PAY FOR, JOBS THEY HATE, AND GO TO SCHOOL FOREVER!!!

ONLY TO LIVE WITHIN 50 MILES FROM THEIR BIRTHPLACE AND DIE THERE....

I WANT FILET MIGNON AND A COLD,GRAN PLAT PATRON MOJITO ON A JET.

YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO PRONOUNCE THAT CORRECTLY OR WHERE TO ORDER IT.

SEE THE DIFFERENCE??

WHERE WAS MY HEART??

WHERE WAS MY BRAIN??

I GUESS ON VACATION.....

WELL NOT ANYMORE.....HE'S BACK.

THE FLOW NEVER LEFT...SO I GUESS THE CROWN OF THE COURT IS STILL ON MY HEAD.

THEN THERES SOME NEW ADDITIONS.

FRATERNITY OF ASSASSAINS.

THAT MAY BE MY PRODUCTION TEAM.

YEA, EXACTLY.

WE MAY QUIETLY PICK AND MAKE SOME PEOPLE.

WHO'S IN??

CELSIUS OF COURSE AND SOME SURPRISES AS WELL.

IM NOT GONNA GIVE YOU TOO MANY LOOKS AT THE JUMBOTRON, BECAUSE IF YOU'RE IN THE INNER CIRCLE YOU ALREADY KNOW WHAT AND WHO.

I AM LOVE.

FROM NOW ON, BACK TO THINKING BIG.

I DON'T MEAN JUST MOVING TO NEW YORK AND FURTHERING MY CAREER BIG.

Some things have happened since then.....good and lifechanging.

I MEAN BIG.