IF YOU DON'T HAVE ONE, YOU NEED TO GET ONE....YES, REAL RAPPER IS NOW GOING TO PERSONALLY ENDORSE BLACKBERRY....ITS THE EXCLUSIVE JET PILOT DEVICE.....NO, ITS NOT LIKE THE IPHONE, THE IPHONE IS COOL TOO, I WAS EVEN THINKING ABOUT GETTING ONE FOR FLOSS AND BLACKBERRY FOR BUSINESS... WHY NOT? YOU NEED SOME FLOSS AND ORGANIZATION...AND MY BLACKBERRY DOES IT FOR ME...IT GIVES ME THAT MUCH ENERGY WHERE MY CURRENT LIFE LACKS THE SPACE...LEMME TURN IT UP NOW...CAN YOU HEAR ME?
LISTEN, IVE PLANNED ALOT OF THINGS IN THE BLACKBERRY, MONTHS AHEAD THAT NEED TO BE DONE....AND IT HELPS ME DAILY.
THE MESSENGER IS CRAZY FUN TO USE, AND EASIER THAN TEXTING...ALSO ALOT CLEANER, THE CAMERA COULD BE ALOT BETTER THOUGH, BUT THE QUALITY IS CLEAR IN THE OVERALL FINISH.
LOVE AND HATRED'S EMAIL IS FORWARDED TO IT.
JET PILOT'S EMAIL IS THERE.
CELSIUS MUSIC'S EMAIL IS THERE.
I CAN GET TO THE NET AND FIND ANYTHING I WANT...FAST AS HELL. AND I CAN SEND PIC MESSAGES AND RECIEVE THEM.
ALTHOUGH...I DO WANT A IPOD NOW AGAIN.....I SOLD MINE, AND NOW I WANT THE NEW ONE.
BUT THEN, I THINK.....WELL IF I HAD AN IPHONE, THATS TWO BIRDS, ONE STONE.
BUT.....THEN AGAIN....IPHONE CAN'T DO BASIC "A" LEVEL SHIT....3G IS NOT NEW, ITS JUST NEW TO THEM.
THERES STILL THINGS I WANNA DO, LIKE SHOOT VIDEO, GET PIC MESSAGES, AND I CAN'T THINK OF IT RIGHT NOW, BUT THERES LIKE 4 OR 5 OTHER REGULAR THINGS THAT ALL PHONES CAN DO AND APPLE IS STRINGING PEOPLE ALONG ON.....
I ADMIT, I WAS PLAYING WITH ONE THE OTHER DAY, AND IT HAD ME TO WHERE....I DAMN NEAR BOUGHT ONE....
BUT WHEN I THINK ABOUT WHO I TALK TO, AND MOST OF THEM DON'T HAVE AT&T, I THINK ABOUT HIGH ASS PHONE BILLS.
WHEN I THINK ABOUT A HIGH ASS PHONE BILL, I THINK ABOUT IPHONE.
AND THEN I STOP THINKING.
NOT TO MENTION...WHAT IF I DROP THAT SHIT?? THATS 300 DOLLARS IN PIECES ON THE GROUND.
IM COOL. IMMA WAIT TIL THAT BOLD COMES OUT, OR THE THUNDER.....
YOURS TRULY....BLACKBERRY CELS.
8.19.2008
8.15.2008
FAMOUS NAMELESS.
Missing her..............
Back to the music, My new single, Gonna Fly Now, is being re-worked, I had it up on my myspace page and I HAD ALOT OF EMAILS AND FEEDBACK...THANK YOU!! But I want it to be better for you, and for HISTORY,my album, Last night, I was leveling some things different with my best friend (Sphinx), and I came up with another idea for another song at the same time..(And i'm possibly filming a web-series). Also theres a strong possiblity that "Drink" will debut as well on SEPT.11.2008,So thats good...you will like!! Anyhow, I was talking to a friend of mine about this party that I just decided last night that i'm going to, actually...I wasn't gonna go...and last night I decided to suit up in flight gear and shoot up there on saturday night, fuck it, Its @ Marriott Key Club...Eighty81.com (first plug), I actually know the guy throwing it, Jameel,(what up) he's cool,he's good money, due to whatever, i skipped the last party that I should have been at, never again,and I was sick when I saw the pics on monday, about the event....its gonna be nice, thats my prediction. Anyways, I was telling this close friend of mine about the party and they just laid complete and utter hatred down for the company thats throwing it, leading me to believe, I guess I will be up in CLE, drunk and kickin it hard by myself,thats fine, i was born that way, and will surely die that way, so its better that way,this may be a bit off subject, but its my blog so..i guess...I need that after the day I had yesterday...everything thats going on in my head and heart right now at this very second....Man, I really miss my baby....i had to say that, I just need to go get freshed up at G's, Hit up beachwood mall and...if you know me, you know the rest. I just was on Eighty81.com (second plug for them) and I read this hater's comment...now, Im not gonna go into it any deeper than to say, ARE WE REALLY HATING ON ANOTHER PERSON OR TEAM'S STATUS BECAUSE OF WHO THEY KNOW THAT WE DON'T?? These guys over there don't act as if they are better than anyone, they just don't fuck with you because of obvious reasons that appear apparent to them and not to YOU. Much alike some people I know in Akron, well...most people I know there or here, or whatever...I was kinda shocked as I read what the hater person was saying on there and I was astounded as shit....With all these NAMELESS wanna be FAMOUS super wack niggas throwing any party that they can think of during class at Whiskey Dick's in Akron, or in Fuel, or John S Knight, or whatever...you would think the one time someone did bring something worth buying some fresh kicks for, you would wanna RSVP, not text some loser....not call so and so for details, but RSVP!! This is not Some Bullshit Pt.2, ladies free B4 midnight, guys 21 and over, greek discounts all night, flyers by hotcards.com and dj nameless is the same guy that dj's the last 200 parties, and he's NOT EVEN A REAL DJ!!, Its the Marriott Key Club, Its not made of gold, but its better than the SAME place you go to for parties ALL the time!! How in the hell do you expect to be a party promoter throwing birthday parties at the same place, and theme parties at the same place, and graduation parties at the SAME PLACE, and in the daytime, its a restuarant, but at night, ITS THE SAME PLACE, Whether you call this party Bathwater Pt.1 or Washrag Pt.3 ITS THE SAME FUCKING PLACE. And that is not hatred folks, its truth, just check your flyers and put them side by side, read from left to right and then come back to the screen, Look, It doesn't matter who they claim to be, do you know who you HAVE to be to at least throw a baby shower there? Let alone a hip-hop party with 21 and over adults!?!? Usually I don't do this....but seriously, Hats off to the team at eighty81 (damn, thats the third plug) for being young people with a vision and making it happen, sounds very familiar to me, and I think it works...you can't hate them for what they do, and call yourself any type of socialite or networker, because when the opportunity to at least meet these guys and or whoever presents itself, you are more concerned with who these dudes may know than the good people they just might be. Just have a good time, its a party, not a interview. HATRED IS NOT A GOOD LOOK, UNLESS YOU'RE WEARING LOVE & HATRED. (had to plug myself, thank you)
LOVE NOT WAR.
BE GOOD AND KEEP THE SKIES CLEAR.
Back to the music, My new single, Gonna Fly Now, is being re-worked, I had it up on my myspace page and I HAD ALOT OF EMAILS AND FEEDBACK...THANK YOU!! But I want it to be better for you, and for HISTORY,my album, Last night, I was leveling some things different with my best friend (Sphinx), and I came up with another idea for another song at the same time..(And i'm possibly filming a web-series). Also theres a strong possiblity that "Drink" will debut as well on SEPT.11.2008,So thats good...you will like!! Anyhow, I was talking to a friend of mine about this party that I just decided last night that i'm going to, actually...I wasn't gonna go...and last night I decided to suit up in flight gear and shoot up there on saturday night, fuck it, Its @ Marriott Key Club...Eighty81.com (first plug), I actually know the guy throwing it, Jameel,(what up) he's cool,he's good money, due to whatever, i skipped the last party that I should have been at, never again,and I was sick when I saw the pics on monday, about the event....its gonna be nice, thats my prediction. Anyways, I was telling this close friend of mine about the party and they just laid complete and utter hatred down for the company thats throwing it, leading me to believe, I guess I will be up in CLE, drunk and kickin it hard by myself,thats fine, i was born that way, and will surely die that way, so its better that way,this may be a bit off subject, but its my blog so..i guess...I need that after the day I had yesterday...everything thats going on in my head and heart right now at this very second....Man, I really miss my baby....i had to say that, I just need to go get freshed up at G's, Hit up beachwood mall and...if you know me, you know the rest. I just was on Eighty81.com (second plug for them) and I read this hater's comment...now, Im not gonna go into it any deeper than to say, ARE WE REALLY HATING ON ANOTHER PERSON OR TEAM'S STATUS BECAUSE OF WHO THEY KNOW THAT WE DON'T?? These guys over there don't act as if they are better than anyone, they just don't fuck with you because of obvious reasons that appear apparent to them and not to YOU. Much alike some people I know in Akron, well...most people I know there or here, or whatever...I was kinda shocked as I read what the hater person was saying on there and I was astounded as shit....With all these NAMELESS wanna be FAMOUS super wack niggas throwing any party that they can think of during class at Whiskey Dick's in Akron, or in Fuel, or John S Knight, or whatever...you would think the one time someone did bring something worth buying some fresh kicks for, you would wanna RSVP, not text some loser....not call so and so for details, but RSVP!! This is not Some Bullshit Pt.2, ladies free B4 midnight, guys 21 and over, greek discounts all night, flyers by hotcards.com and dj nameless is the same guy that dj's the last 200 parties, and he's NOT EVEN A REAL DJ!!, Its the Marriott Key Club, Its not made of gold, but its better than the SAME place you go to for parties ALL the time!! How in the hell do you expect to be a party promoter throwing birthday parties at the same place, and theme parties at the same place, and graduation parties at the SAME PLACE, and in the daytime, its a restuarant, but at night, ITS THE SAME PLACE, Whether you call this party Bathwater Pt.1 or Washrag Pt.3 ITS THE SAME FUCKING PLACE. And that is not hatred folks, its truth, just check your flyers and put them side by side, read from left to right and then come back to the screen, Look, It doesn't matter who they claim to be, do you know who you HAVE to be to at least throw a baby shower there? Let alone a hip-hop party with 21 and over adults!?!? Usually I don't do this....but seriously, Hats off to the team at eighty81 (damn, thats the third plug) for being young people with a vision and making it happen, sounds very familiar to me, and I think it works...you can't hate them for what they do, and call yourself any type of socialite or networker, because when the opportunity to at least meet these guys and or whoever presents itself, you are more concerned with who these dudes may know than the good people they just might be. Just have a good time, its a party, not a interview. HATRED IS NOT A GOOD LOOK, UNLESS YOU'RE WEARING LOVE & HATRED. (had to plug myself, thank you)
LOVE NOT WAR.
BE GOOD AND KEEP THE SKIES CLEAR.
GETTING STRONGER.
LIFE HAS NO ALERT....YOU DON'T GET A FAIR WARNING.....ITS JUST HITS YOU WHEN IT DOES, WITH WHAT IT WANTS.
I DON'T CLAIM TO BE A EXPERT, BUT AFTER LIVING IN THIS WORLD FOR 26 YEARS.....
I SEE IT LIKE THIS....THE MOMENT WHEN YOU NEED TO BE STRONGER IS WHEN FUCKED UP THINGS HAPPEN TO YOU, AND IT AUTOMATICALLY STRENGTHENS YOU.
FOLLOW ME.
IT MAKES YOU BETTER SOMEHOW...I GUESS, BUT AT THE TIME YOU WANT TO THROW YOURSELF OFF THE ROOF OF YOUR APARTMENT BUILDING. OR THE NEAREST BALCONY.
CAUSE IT SEEMS SO FUCKED UP.
SHIT SOMETIMES DOESN'T ADD UP. IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE. WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT, IT STINGS SO BAD YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES.....
FEELS LIKE PAIN.....IT FEELS LIKE YOU'RE BEING PLAYED....BUT BECAUSE YOU KNOW BETTER, YOU DON'T FEEL AS PLAYED....
YOU'RE GETTING STRONGER.
YOU CAN WITHSTAND THIS NOW.....ITS ALMOST LIKE YOUR SYSTEM IS TELLING YOU THE NEXT TIME THAT HAPPENS, YOU WONT FEEL IT AS MUCH, IF AT ALL.
SO NOW, YOU HAVE THIS QUESTIONABLE SITUATION PUT BEHIND YOU, WHATEVER IT MAYBE, JOB, PERSONAL LIFE, MONEY....YOU MUST REMEMBER....
YOU WILL BE OKAY.
YOU'RE GETTING STRONGER.......OR GETTING COLDER.
I DON'T CLAIM TO BE A EXPERT, BUT AFTER LIVING IN THIS WORLD FOR 26 YEARS.....
I SEE IT LIKE THIS....THE MOMENT WHEN YOU NEED TO BE STRONGER IS WHEN FUCKED UP THINGS HAPPEN TO YOU, AND IT AUTOMATICALLY STRENGTHENS YOU.
FOLLOW ME.
IT MAKES YOU BETTER SOMEHOW...I GUESS, BUT AT THE TIME YOU WANT TO THROW YOURSELF OFF THE ROOF OF YOUR APARTMENT BUILDING. OR THE NEAREST BALCONY.
CAUSE IT SEEMS SO FUCKED UP.
SHIT SOMETIMES DOESN'T ADD UP. IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE. WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT, IT STINGS SO BAD YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES.....
FEELS LIKE PAIN.....IT FEELS LIKE YOU'RE BEING PLAYED....BUT BECAUSE YOU KNOW BETTER, YOU DON'T FEEL AS PLAYED....
YOU'RE GETTING STRONGER.
YOU CAN WITHSTAND THIS NOW.....ITS ALMOST LIKE YOUR SYSTEM IS TELLING YOU THE NEXT TIME THAT HAPPENS, YOU WONT FEEL IT AS MUCH, IF AT ALL.
SO NOW, YOU HAVE THIS QUESTIONABLE SITUATION PUT BEHIND YOU, WHATEVER IT MAYBE, JOB, PERSONAL LIFE, MONEY....YOU MUST REMEMBER....
YOU WILL BE OKAY.
YOU'RE GETTING STRONGER.......OR GETTING COLDER.
8.06.2008
REAL RAPPER MARKS THE END OF CAREERS.
HERE'S WHERE CELSIUS MADE PEOPLE REALIZE THE TRUTH.
SO,
Im watching BET at my nigga Heez and Jay's house, and we're watching the NEW LL Cool J video....OH MY GOD!! Are you serious?? He's runnin' around like he makes a difference, Who's worried about this dude? I mean honestly, I can stomach the Shawty Lo video that was on before that, and "HERO" the Nas video was pretty cool,and I like the beat...but LL?? WHO IS CHECKIN' FOR THAT NIGGA??
I was a fan when boomin' systems came out...and all the way til 4,3,2,1, I was with the nigga, but now??
This nigga runnin around a gym, working out....ok....now he's in the mirror....
ok...now he's in a gym again...and now he's outside....now he's doing regular LL shit, LOOK, THE CHICKS THAT WOULD WANT YOU ARE LIKE 37 NOW!!
DUDE, YOU NEED TO SIT DOWN. WE KNOW YOU'RE A LEGEND IN YOUR TIME.
NOW YOU'RE JUST TAKING UP SPACE. SERIOUSLY LL. WE RESPECT YOU NIGGA.
WE GOT IT, YOU EVEN TRIED TO GO AT JAY (THANK GOD YOU DIDN'T, CAUSE YOU WOULD HAVE GOTTEN BODIED) BUT YOU ARE WAYY PAST WHERE YOU SHOULD BE)
SIT DOWN....DO SOME SITUPS OR SOMETHIN'. YOULL BE STRAIGHT.
PLIES...I AM TALKING TO YOU DIRECTLY AS WELL.
JUST STOP DUDE. "MY HANDS DON'T LIKE TO BE UNEMPLOYED/ THEY LIKE TO WORK"
AND BUST IT BABIES ARE WHY THE AIDS RATE IS SO HIGH...MAKE A SONG ABOUT SOMETHING OTHER THAN FUCKIN' AND YOU'LL IMPRESS ME.
THE GAME NEEDS ANOTHER "FOR THE LADIES RAPPER" LIKE WE NEED ANOTHER BATTLE RAPPER THAT CAN'T SELL ALBUMS.
(YEA I SAID THAT SHIT.) ITS TRUE!!
AND NO MORE DJ KHALED FEATURING THE WORLD SONGS NEITHER.
THAT SHIT IS SO WACK. ALL HE DOES IS SCREAM.
YOU'RE NOT THE BEST....YOU'RE JUST SCREAMING.
AND HE INTERCHANGES BAD RAPPERS AND MIXES THEM WITH OTHER MEDIOCRE RAPPERS.
AND THEN SPRINKLE IN A READY-MADE HOOK PERSON. (AKON,T-PAIN)
AND THERE YOU HAVE A INSTANT IRRITATING SONG.
THATS MY OPINION. WITH THE WAY MUSIC'S FEELING HAS BEEN LOST....I NEED TO RESTORE IT.
SO, THE TIME IS COMING....IM HERE.
DON'T WORRY, I WON'T LET YOU SUFFER THROUGH THIS ANY LONGER.
NEEDLESS TO SAY....MUSIC WILL CHANGE 9/11/2008.
THANK YOU.
SHOUTOUT TO MY NEWLY FOUNDED TEAM, JET PILOT EXTRAORDINAIR.
SO,
Im watching BET at my nigga Heez and Jay's house, and we're watching the NEW LL Cool J video....OH MY GOD!! Are you serious?? He's runnin' around like he makes a difference, Who's worried about this dude? I mean honestly, I can stomach the Shawty Lo video that was on before that, and "HERO" the Nas video was pretty cool,and I like the beat...but LL?? WHO IS CHECKIN' FOR THAT NIGGA??
I was a fan when boomin' systems came out...and all the way til 4,3,2,1, I was with the nigga, but now??
This nigga runnin around a gym, working out....ok....now he's in the mirror....
ok...now he's in a gym again...and now he's outside....now he's doing regular LL shit, LOOK, THE CHICKS THAT WOULD WANT YOU ARE LIKE 37 NOW!!
DUDE, YOU NEED TO SIT DOWN. WE KNOW YOU'RE A LEGEND IN YOUR TIME.
NOW YOU'RE JUST TAKING UP SPACE. SERIOUSLY LL. WE RESPECT YOU NIGGA.
WE GOT IT, YOU EVEN TRIED TO GO AT JAY (THANK GOD YOU DIDN'T, CAUSE YOU WOULD HAVE GOTTEN BODIED) BUT YOU ARE WAYY PAST WHERE YOU SHOULD BE)
SIT DOWN....DO SOME SITUPS OR SOMETHIN'. YOULL BE STRAIGHT.
PLIES...I AM TALKING TO YOU DIRECTLY AS WELL.
JUST STOP DUDE. "MY HANDS DON'T LIKE TO BE UNEMPLOYED/ THEY LIKE TO WORK"
AND BUST IT BABIES ARE WHY THE AIDS RATE IS SO HIGH...MAKE A SONG ABOUT SOMETHING OTHER THAN FUCKIN' AND YOU'LL IMPRESS ME.
THE GAME NEEDS ANOTHER "FOR THE LADIES RAPPER" LIKE WE NEED ANOTHER BATTLE RAPPER THAT CAN'T SELL ALBUMS.
(YEA I SAID THAT SHIT.) ITS TRUE!!
AND NO MORE DJ KHALED FEATURING THE WORLD SONGS NEITHER.
THAT SHIT IS SO WACK. ALL HE DOES IS SCREAM.
YOU'RE NOT THE BEST....YOU'RE JUST SCREAMING.
AND HE INTERCHANGES BAD RAPPERS AND MIXES THEM WITH OTHER MEDIOCRE RAPPERS.
AND THEN SPRINKLE IN A READY-MADE HOOK PERSON. (AKON,T-PAIN)
AND THERE YOU HAVE A INSTANT IRRITATING SONG.
THATS MY OPINION. WITH THE WAY MUSIC'S FEELING HAS BEEN LOST....I NEED TO RESTORE IT.
SO, THE TIME IS COMING....IM HERE.
DON'T WORRY, I WON'T LET YOU SUFFER THROUGH THIS ANY LONGER.
NEEDLESS TO SAY....MUSIC WILL CHANGE 9/11/2008.
THANK YOU.
SHOUTOUT TO MY NEWLY FOUNDED TEAM, JET PILOT EXTRAORDINAIR.
7.28.2008
KANYE WEST "DREAMKILLERS". ON REPEAT.
WOW.
I NEED TO BREATHE FOR A SECOND........WHOOO.....OKAY, I'M BACK.
FIRST OF ALL, LET ME PLACE THIS SOFT DISCLAIMER ON MY LATEST BLOG ENTRY.
THIS IS NOT PERTAINING TO ANYONE IN PARTICULAR.
EXCEPT FOR THE ONE DUDE AT MY JOB....AND YOU WILL SEE THAT.
CALM DOWN....YOU OKAY?? WANT SOME WATER ?? WANT A HUG?? OK.....LETS GO.
DAMN.
HERE'S THE SCENE.....
DINNER TABLE....
EVERYBODY ELSE EATS, GRABS THEIR PLATE....AND I GET UP TO GO GET SOME FOOD....
INSTEAD OF THE CHICKEN THAT EVERYONE EATS.....I LOOK AT THE STEAK.
I GRAB A PIECE OF STEAK....
"SEDRIC....WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!?!"
"YOU CAN'T EAT!!"
WHY CAN'T I??
I AM THE SAME AS YOU...I BROUGHT THE SAME AS YOU.
I DON'T HAVE TO HAVE A LOT OF MONEY TO BE HUNGRY.
I CAN STILL EAT.
I WENT AND GOT A FLAT SCREEN...COPPED A NINTENDO WII...THE REACTION IS "DAMN YOU BALLIN!!"
NO...I JUST BOUGHT A FLAT SCREEN. AND A GAME SYSTEM. THAT'S IT.
I GET PAID EVERY TWO WEEKS.
I'M GOING TO NEW YORK FOR MY BIRTHDAY....THE REACTION IS "I WISH I COULD GO TO N.Y."
YOU CAN, ITS CALLED PRICELINE.COM IT WAS ABOUT $423.
I'M GETTING A BMW.....THE REACTION IS..."YOU CAN'T, YOU SHOULDN'T, HOW?"
I CAN, I WILL, AND THE SAME WAY YOU BUY THINGS...WITH MONEY.
WHATS THE DIFFERENCE??
WOULD YOU LIKE A BANK STATEMENT??
WHAT IF ALL MY MONEY ISN'T IN THE BANK??
WHAT IF I DON'T TELL YOU ABOUT ALL MY FINANCIAL TRANSACTIONS??
WHAT IF I HAVE A BETTER PRICE THAN YOU KNOW OF??
WHAT IF ITS NOT WHAT YOU CAN GET???
LET ME REMIND YOU.
AMERICA, WE ARE ALL AT THE DINNER TABLE.
I AM NOT ANY BETTER THAN YOU FOR MY CHOICE CUT OF STEAK.
I WORKED HARD FOR MINE.
ITS JUST A PIECE OF STEAK, ITS NOT A LOBSTER OR AN EXPENSIVE TRUFFLE....
ITS JUST THAT ITS A HIGHER GRADE AND BETTER THAN WHATS ON YOUR PLATE.....
IVE BEEN EATING CHICKEN MY WHOLE LIFE.
I WANT STEAK.
IT DOESN'T MAKE ME BETTER THAN YOU, IT JUST MEANS I LIKE STEAK.
YOU HAVE TO KNOW....THIS SHIT IS DOWNRIGHT AMAZING.
IT HURTS THOUGH. FOR A QUICK SECOND IT STINGS. ILL TELL YOU THAT.
WHEN YOU GO FOR SOMETHING OUT OF PLAIN REACH, WITHOUT HESITATION, THE FIRST THING YOU WILL HEAR IS THAT YOU CAN'T OR SHOULDN'T DO IT.
I CAN SEE IF YOU SAID YOU WANTED A YACHT. OR A MANSION. OR A JET. (LOL)
BUT I CAN'T DO IT??
YOU WOULD BE SURPRISED TO SEE WHO SAYS IT.
NO, I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT YOU. SO PUT THE PHONE DOWN. YOU OKAY?.....YOU SURE YOU DON'T WANT A WATER OR A HUG OR ANYTHING??...YOU SURE??
OK. JUST CHECKING.
HERE'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT:
AS I SHARED A CONVERSATION AT MY JOB WITH A WHITE WOMAN WHO RECENTLY PURCHASED HER FIRST BMW, A CO-WORKER OF MINE COMMENTED ON MY ASPIRATION TO ATTAIN ONE.....HE LOOKED UP AT ME, AND SAID PLAINLY...
"YOU CAN'T AFFORD THAT...I KNOW WHAT YOU MAKE"
REALLY...DO YOU?? OR DO YOU JUST SEE MY SKIN AND FIGURE I COULD NEVER DO THIS UNLESS I SOLD DOPE?
THAT'S BESIDE THE POINT....
THE POINT IS THAT WHAT I WANT IS NOT UNATTAINABLE.
IF YOU HAVE A GOOD DOWN PAYMENT ON A MILDLY EXPENSIVE CAR....YOU HAVE LOWER PAYMENTS.
ITS CALLED "FINANCING".....ITS SOMETHING THEY CAME UP WITH A WHILE BACK TO HELP YOU PAY ON THINGS.
I HEARD SOMEONE ONCE SAY SOMETHING THAT WAS FUNNY.....AND TRUE.
"WHATS SO UNATTAINABLE ABOUT A MONTE CARLO??"
EXACTLY...I THINK THE SAME WAY ABOUT BENZ AND BMW'S
THEY ARE NICE....BUT WHY SO AFRAID OF THEM ARE WE?? (IN MY YODA LANGUAGE)
GET WHAT YOU WANT.
GO GET IT!!!
GAS AIN'T GETTING ANY CHEAPER UNTIL GREED STARTS GETTING ANY CHEAPER
SO YOU MIGHT AS WELL SUCK IT UP....AND GO TO SPEEDWAY AND GIANT EAGLE.
WHEN HAS RE-INVESTMENT IN AN ASSET THAT ACCUMULATES VALUE EVER BEEN A BAD IDEA???
FEAR OF AN OBJECT'S WORTH IS IGNORANCE IF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT THE OBJECT IS.
THAT'S A SEDRIC QUOTE.
IF YOU CAN GET OVER THE MISSPELLING OF ANYTHING YOU READ ON THIS BLOG, YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND THE POINT.
WHY SHOULD I BE AFRAID OF A STATUS SYMBOL AND PUT IT OUT OF MY REACH???
IF ITS NICE....AND ITS FOR ME....I WILL TAKE IT.
WHAT MAKES IT NOT FOR ME???
THE PEOPLE YOU SEE DRIVING THEM, HAVE WENT OUT AND GOT WHAT THEY WANTED. REGARDLESS OF THE STAKES.
AND THEY EMERGE VICTORIOUS AND PULL UP NEXT TO YOU.
THEY DON'T THINK THEY'RE BETTER......THEY JUST LIKE STEAK.
AND YOU'RE WIPING YOUR FINGERS ON YOUR NAPKINS TRYING TO REGAIN CONTROL OF HEARTBEAT AS YOU WONDER....HOW THE HELL DID HE OR SHE GET UP FROM THE TABLE...AND COME BACK WITH THAT??
I USED TO DREAM OF HAVING THAT CAR.
I USED TO SEE D-BOYS WITH THEM IN E.C. AND SAY TO MY FRIENDS...."I'M GETTING ONE OF THOSE"
I CUT OUT PICTURES OF THEM, AND POSTERED THEM ON MY WALL....
I DREW EVERY CAR WITH A BMW SYMBOL...CAUSE I JUST KNEW THAT CAR IS WHAT I WOULD HAVE.
I CAN DREAM. AND ITS OKAY FOR ME TO REACH THAT DREAM.
BY ANY SAFE MEANS....NOT BY PUTTING MYSELF ON THE STREET.
I'VE DONE ALOT MORE, WITH ALOT LESS.
ANYWAYS.....
KANYE AND ME HAVE MORE IN COMMON THAN I THOUGHT....HE IS A GENIUS.
YOU REALLY NEED TO HEAR THAT SONG IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY.
AND TAKE A LOOK IN THE MIRROR....WHICH ONE ARE YOU??
SIGNED SINCERELY, JET PILOT EXTRAORDINAIR.
BY THE WAY I MISSPELLED "EXTRAORDINAIRE" PURPOSELY. (hence the "air" lol)
AND NO.... I WAS NOT TALKING ABOUT YOU.
I NEED TO BREATHE FOR A SECOND........WHOOO.....OKAY, I'M BACK.
FIRST OF ALL, LET ME PLACE THIS SOFT DISCLAIMER ON MY LATEST BLOG ENTRY.
THIS IS NOT PERTAINING TO ANYONE IN PARTICULAR.
EXCEPT FOR THE ONE DUDE AT MY JOB....AND YOU WILL SEE THAT.
CALM DOWN....YOU OKAY?? WANT SOME WATER ?? WANT A HUG?? OK.....LETS GO.
DAMN.
HERE'S THE SCENE.....
DINNER TABLE....
EVERYBODY ELSE EATS, GRABS THEIR PLATE....AND I GET UP TO GO GET SOME FOOD....
INSTEAD OF THE CHICKEN THAT EVERYONE EATS.....I LOOK AT THE STEAK.
I GRAB A PIECE OF STEAK....
"SEDRIC....WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!?!"
"YOU CAN'T EAT!!"
WHY CAN'T I??
I AM THE SAME AS YOU...I BROUGHT THE SAME AS YOU.
I DON'T HAVE TO HAVE A LOT OF MONEY TO BE HUNGRY.
I CAN STILL EAT.
I WENT AND GOT A FLAT SCREEN...COPPED A NINTENDO WII...THE REACTION IS "DAMN YOU BALLIN!!"
NO...I JUST BOUGHT A FLAT SCREEN. AND A GAME SYSTEM. THAT'S IT.
I GET PAID EVERY TWO WEEKS.
I'M GOING TO NEW YORK FOR MY BIRTHDAY....THE REACTION IS "I WISH I COULD GO TO N.Y."
YOU CAN, ITS CALLED PRICELINE.COM IT WAS ABOUT $423.
I'M GETTING A BMW.....THE REACTION IS..."YOU CAN'T, YOU SHOULDN'T, HOW?"
I CAN, I WILL, AND THE SAME WAY YOU BUY THINGS...WITH MONEY.
WHATS THE DIFFERENCE??
WOULD YOU LIKE A BANK STATEMENT??
WHAT IF ALL MY MONEY ISN'T IN THE BANK??
WHAT IF I DON'T TELL YOU ABOUT ALL MY FINANCIAL TRANSACTIONS??
WHAT IF I HAVE A BETTER PRICE THAN YOU KNOW OF??
WHAT IF ITS NOT WHAT YOU CAN GET???
LET ME REMIND YOU.
AMERICA, WE ARE ALL AT THE DINNER TABLE.
I AM NOT ANY BETTER THAN YOU FOR MY CHOICE CUT OF STEAK.
I WORKED HARD FOR MINE.
ITS JUST A PIECE OF STEAK, ITS NOT A LOBSTER OR AN EXPENSIVE TRUFFLE....
ITS JUST THAT ITS A HIGHER GRADE AND BETTER THAN WHATS ON YOUR PLATE.....
IVE BEEN EATING CHICKEN MY WHOLE LIFE.
I WANT STEAK.
IT DOESN'T MAKE ME BETTER THAN YOU, IT JUST MEANS I LIKE STEAK.
YOU HAVE TO KNOW....THIS SHIT IS DOWNRIGHT AMAZING.
IT HURTS THOUGH. FOR A QUICK SECOND IT STINGS. ILL TELL YOU THAT.
WHEN YOU GO FOR SOMETHING OUT OF PLAIN REACH, WITHOUT HESITATION, THE FIRST THING YOU WILL HEAR IS THAT YOU CAN'T OR SHOULDN'T DO IT.
I CAN SEE IF YOU SAID YOU WANTED A YACHT. OR A MANSION. OR A JET. (LOL)
BUT I CAN'T DO IT??
YOU WOULD BE SURPRISED TO SEE WHO SAYS IT.
NO, I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT YOU. SO PUT THE PHONE DOWN. YOU OKAY?.....YOU SURE YOU DON'T WANT A WATER OR A HUG OR ANYTHING??...YOU SURE??
OK. JUST CHECKING.
HERE'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT:
AS I SHARED A CONVERSATION AT MY JOB WITH A WHITE WOMAN WHO RECENTLY PURCHASED HER FIRST BMW, A CO-WORKER OF MINE COMMENTED ON MY ASPIRATION TO ATTAIN ONE.....HE LOOKED UP AT ME, AND SAID PLAINLY...
"YOU CAN'T AFFORD THAT...I KNOW WHAT YOU MAKE"
REALLY...DO YOU?? OR DO YOU JUST SEE MY SKIN AND FIGURE I COULD NEVER DO THIS UNLESS I SOLD DOPE?
THAT'S BESIDE THE POINT....
THE POINT IS THAT WHAT I WANT IS NOT UNATTAINABLE.
IF YOU HAVE A GOOD DOWN PAYMENT ON A MILDLY EXPENSIVE CAR....YOU HAVE LOWER PAYMENTS.
ITS CALLED "FINANCING".....ITS SOMETHING THEY CAME UP WITH A WHILE BACK TO HELP YOU PAY ON THINGS.
I HEARD SOMEONE ONCE SAY SOMETHING THAT WAS FUNNY.....AND TRUE.
"WHATS SO UNATTAINABLE ABOUT A MONTE CARLO??"
EXACTLY...I THINK THE SAME WAY ABOUT BENZ AND BMW'S
THEY ARE NICE....BUT WHY SO AFRAID OF THEM ARE WE?? (IN MY YODA LANGUAGE)
GET WHAT YOU WANT.
GO GET IT!!!
GAS AIN'T GETTING ANY CHEAPER UNTIL GREED STARTS GETTING ANY CHEAPER
SO YOU MIGHT AS WELL SUCK IT UP....AND GO TO SPEEDWAY AND GIANT EAGLE.
WHEN HAS RE-INVESTMENT IN AN ASSET THAT ACCUMULATES VALUE EVER BEEN A BAD IDEA???
FEAR OF AN OBJECT'S WORTH IS IGNORANCE IF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT THE OBJECT IS.
THAT'S A SEDRIC QUOTE.
IF YOU CAN GET OVER THE MISSPELLING OF ANYTHING YOU READ ON THIS BLOG, YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND THE POINT.
WHY SHOULD I BE AFRAID OF A STATUS SYMBOL AND PUT IT OUT OF MY REACH???
IF ITS NICE....AND ITS FOR ME....I WILL TAKE IT.
WHAT MAKES IT NOT FOR ME???
THE PEOPLE YOU SEE DRIVING THEM, HAVE WENT OUT AND GOT WHAT THEY WANTED. REGARDLESS OF THE STAKES.
AND THEY EMERGE VICTORIOUS AND PULL UP NEXT TO YOU.
THEY DON'T THINK THEY'RE BETTER......THEY JUST LIKE STEAK.
AND YOU'RE WIPING YOUR FINGERS ON YOUR NAPKINS TRYING TO REGAIN CONTROL OF HEARTBEAT AS YOU WONDER....HOW THE HELL DID HE OR SHE GET UP FROM THE TABLE...AND COME BACK WITH THAT??
I USED TO DREAM OF HAVING THAT CAR.
I USED TO SEE D-BOYS WITH THEM IN E.C. AND SAY TO MY FRIENDS...."I'M GETTING ONE OF THOSE"
I CUT OUT PICTURES OF THEM, AND POSTERED THEM ON MY WALL....
I DREW EVERY CAR WITH A BMW SYMBOL...CAUSE I JUST KNEW THAT CAR IS WHAT I WOULD HAVE.
I CAN DREAM. AND ITS OKAY FOR ME TO REACH THAT DREAM.
BY ANY SAFE MEANS....NOT BY PUTTING MYSELF ON THE STREET.
I'VE DONE ALOT MORE, WITH ALOT LESS.
ANYWAYS.....
KANYE AND ME HAVE MORE IN COMMON THAN I THOUGHT....HE IS A GENIUS.
YOU REALLY NEED TO HEAR THAT SONG IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY.
AND TAKE A LOOK IN THE MIRROR....WHICH ONE ARE YOU??
SIGNED SINCERELY, JET PILOT EXTRAORDINAIR.
BY THE WAY I MISSPELLED "EXTRAORDINAIRE" PURPOSELY. (hence the "air" lol)
AND NO.... I WAS NOT TALKING ABOUT YOU.
7.26.2008
BLACK IN AMERICA? PT.1
MLK,Malcom X Barack Obama....
Now!!,the time on the clock is out, back in the era of
slavery, the aim was to tear us up, use us for what they need, and now
they tear us up and use us for what they need.....any change?? So...Sedric
saw CNN and watched "black in america", back when we were denied
rights,we were hosed and dogs tryed to rip us to pieces,no freedom or
equality and we didnt see a camera, go and get barkley to rep us, when
we aint never seen that nigga where we live and work,he tells a story
different than what we would hear of Sean Bell's, Someone who we
really need to fight for....Black America is trapped in ourselves, and
we can fix it. I think we held our emotions in and so they sell our
troubles to every news network,that's no exposure!! It was of course
just to increase another man's net worth, exploit poverty, pain,
sickness and baby moms with no dads, that's not black america, that's
ignorant america...ignorance doesn't have a color.And what about the
dads who didn't leave us? They didn't show my best friend who pays
for both of his kids, on top of being a great dad,and takes care of
them regardless to where its hard for him to live, one block is not a
majority, so spare your realism on film you boring me,Black in
america? What about Puerto ricans in america? Is your misportrayal of
them next?? What about getting shot 22 times? What about 50 shots? No
reason, What about corporate racism and no opportunities to live
outside of government handouts and stimulus checks?? I also address
the editors of the program,with all due respect, what were you
thinking?? WHY is Denise's boyfriend from The Cosby Show speaking on
black issues in america?? WHERE WAS HE?? Who's bright idea was it to
go get Charles Barkley?? That man can't even pay his gambling debts,
and yall had that on last week, now this week why should he speak on
tv about us and for us? And about Jesse's comment? That's what people
see when they see us, we can't even agree within our own racial
community when we are about to embark on something so HISTORY making
that has never happened in political times...Yes, its a shame, but
something we work on within us...not expose to a nation that is
looking to make us look vulnerable during a pivotal time.
My mother worked hard since 19 to raise me, and she's now 46,A strong,
beautiful black woman, young and healthy,and a manager of a retail
store, she overcame odds to get here instead of waiting around...
she knew we wouldn't eat if it were left to other sources, and she did
what she had to do, not run around with this guy and that guy, but she
went to work. And as I look at me and my lil brothers..I thank god for
her, she's what black women need to be in that situation...but that's
just my opinion based off of what I see.
Then you have some black women I know in the community with
children,that don't do the same...they sit around and wait, I know one
young lady who I'm close to, and I like to call my homie, she's really
like a sister,and her case in particular she had a daughter and she
has worked hard in school and has succeeded and beat incredible odds
and she's now very successful for her young age and is even shooting
higher for a better way of life, she has two degrees under her belt
and shes not on the system....she is what undereducated people would
call a sellout, and she is what most young ladies who dream of leaving
the hood call a she-ro. In my eyes, she's a good example of what black
females should be, as well as my fiancee who is 23 and on her way to
her 2nd Degree in her field as well (I'm very proud of her), these
ladies have not had anything handed to them, and have climbed up the
challenging mountain of academia and presence as a black woman in an
adverse world....why not showcase and interview them?? To inspire...to
give hope and insight what you can do in a situation where you have no
options?? I'm sure when one of them got out of class and the other
came home from work...they would have answered the call....
PART 2 COMING SOON......
Now!!,the time on the clock is out, back in the era of
slavery, the aim was to tear us up, use us for what they need, and now
they tear us up and use us for what they need.....any change?? So...Sedric
saw CNN and watched "black in america", back when we were denied
rights,we were hosed and dogs tryed to rip us to pieces,no freedom or
equality and we didnt see a camera, go and get barkley to rep us, when
we aint never seen that nigga where we live and work,he tells a story
different than what we would hear of Sean Bell's, Someone who we
really need to fight for....Black America is trapped in ourselves, and
we can fix it. I think we held our emotions in and so they sell our
troubles to every news network,that's no exposure!! It was of course
just to increase another man's net worth, exploit poverty, pain,
sickness and baby moms with no dads, that's not black america, that's
ignorant america...ignorance doesn't have a color.And what about the
dads who didn't leave us? They didn't show my best friend who pays
for both of his kids, on top of being a great dad,and takes care of
them regardless to where its hard for him to live, one block is not a
majority, so spare your realism on film you boring me,Black in
america? What about Puerto ricans in america? Is your misportrayal of
them next?? What about getting shot 22 times? What about 50 shots? No
reason, What about corporate racism and no opportunities to live
outside of government handouts and stimulus checks?? I also address
the editors of the program,with all due respect, what were you
thinking?? WHY is Denise's boyfriend from The Cosby Show speaking on
black issues in america?? WHERE WAS HE?? Who's bright idea was it to
go get Charles Barkley?? That man can't even pay his gambling debts,
and yall had that on last week, now this week why should he speak on
tv about us and for us? And about Jesse's comment? That's what people
see when they see us, we can't even agree within our own racial
community when we are about to embark on something so HISTORY making
that has never happened in political times...Yes, its a shame, but
something we work on within us...not expose to a nation that is
looking to make us look vulnerable during a pivotal time.
My mother worked hard since 19 to raise me, and she's now 46,A strong,
beautiful black woman, young and healthy,and a manager of a retail
store, she overcame odds to get here instead of waiting around...
she knew we wouldn't eat if it were left to other sources, and she did
what she had to do, not run around with this guy and that guy, but she
went to work. And as I look at me and my lil brothers..I thank god for
her, she's what black women need to be in that situation...but that's
just my opinion based off of what I see.
Then you have some black women I know in the community with
children,that don't do the same...they sit around and wait, I know one
young lady who I'm close to, and I like to call my homie, she's really
like a sister,and her case in particular she had a daughter and she
has worked hard in school and has succeeded and beat incredible odds
and she's now very successful for her young age and is even shooting
higher for a better way of life, she has two degrees under her belt
and shes not on the system....she is what undereducated people would
call a sellout, and she is what most young ladies who dream of leaving
the hood call a she-ro. In my eyes, she's a good example of what black
females should be, as well as my fiancee who is 23 and on her way to
her 2nd Degree in her field as well (I'm very proud of her), these
ladies have not had anything handed to them, and have climbed up the
challenging mountain of academia and presence as a black woman in an
adverse world....why not showcase and interview them?? To inspire...to
give hope and insight what you can do in a situation where you have no
options?? I'm sure when one of them got out of class and the other
came home from work...they would have answered the call....
PART 2 COMING SOON......
Her.
It crazy how watching you sleep makes me realize more on why I love you, I would do anything for you...the very reason that I am who I am today is you.
I'm talking to you like you can hear me.....lol, like you're awake....but i know your heart can heart me....so...heres what I have to say.
I never did anything to alot of the people that hate me....they see my happiness and they want to stop that.....why??
Who cares.
From now on though...it falls on deaf ears. I DON'T CARE.
I have a secret.
But let me say somethinhg first.
Just want the world to know that....you could never kill me, harm me, or slander my name....there is no weapon that will murder me, and no words you could say to ruin my perspective, or poison my taste of heaven....I have protection.
Here's the secret....
I have what most of you think you see out of the corner of your eye, and hope you have when you need it in a jam......
I think I have an Angel. Im pretty sure......
She came when my heart was confused and helped me undertstand things.....
She gave me unbelievable love...
She's sleeping right here next to me....almost motionless and completely silent.....god...what a blessing you have given me.
You do understand that although she stands as proof of my faith, and my protector....I will give my life for her....right??
I don't think you do....which is why you try the things you try....because you don't know what he'll say.
Don't worry about it.....you just live...and be who you are.
I will not answer your hatred....for it is the man who gave her to me that does that from this day forth....
She's up now....going about her day...all the while not even knowing......I DO THIS FOR HER.
I'm talking to you like you can hear me.....lol, like you're awake....but i know your heart can heart me....so...heres what I have to say.
I never did anything to alot of the people that hate me....they see my happiness and they want to stop that.....why??
Who cares.
From now on though...it falls on deaf ears. I DON'T CARE.
I have a secret.
But let me say somethinhg first.
Just want the world to know that....you could never kill me, harm me, or slander my name....there is no weapon that will murder me, and no words you could say to ruin my perspective, or poison my taste of heaven....I have protection.
Here's the secret....
I have what most of you think you see out of the corner of your eye, and hope you have when you need it in a jam......
I think I have an Angel. Im pretty sure......
She came when my heart was confused and helped me undertstand things.....
She gave me unbelievable love...
She's sleeping right here next to me....almost motionless and completely silent.....god...what a blessing you have given me.
You do understand that although she stands as proof of my faith, and my protector....I will give my life for her....right??
I don't think you do....which is why you try the things you try....because you don't know what he'll say.
Don't worry about it.....you just live...and be who you are.
I will not answer your hatred....for it is the man who gave her to me that does that from this day forth....
She's up now....going about her day...all the while not even knowing......I DO THIS FOR HER.
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